"I've spent so long firmly looking outside me,
I've spent so much time living in survival mode.
But this won't work as well as the way it once did,
'Cause I want to decide between survival and bliss.
And though I know who I'm not, I still don't know who I am,
But I know I won't keep on playing the victim.
These precious illusions in my head did not let me down when I was defenseless,
And parting with them is like parting with invisible best friends."