Monday, 26 December 2011

five pictures i randomly feel like posting

^if i could take a picture of the inside of my head right now, it would look something like this.^

Chandler Bing is epic. and so is a certain someone. xD

i really like this picture. they make such a cute couple!

Adele (: she reads every girl's mind.

Arctic Monkeys has never really been my kind of band, but i like this one. The above line especially.

Sunday, 25 December 2011

Merry Christmas, everyone! ^^

   this Christmas i realized that it isn't about the way people around feel about me, it doesn't matter if they don't care enough. simply loving them and doing everything i can to make things better for them can make me happier than anyone. it's an amazing feeling - having love to give, having people to love. for those who aren't exactly having the best Christmas ever because you're lonely, lost, discontent - i hope you'll see it to.
   oh, and i'd like to share my favourite Christmas story with you. i always cry like a baby when i read it. (x

Friday, 23 December 2011

Hunter and Tori: Part III

Dear Hunter,
Dear Tori,
   remember when i said we could make it through together if we tried?
i don't know if i believe that anymore. 
   i want to. i really do. but you're just making things so hard. you've never been this way before. you were always the one, the ONLY one who understood me. but now there's this gap which i just can't bridge. i don't know if i'm doing it wrong, i don't know if you're deliberately choosing to see it wrong.
   it kills me to leave, but i have to. things can't go on this way. you can't keep yourself locked behind that door forever and blame the world for your loneliness.

Wednesday, 21 December 2011

Mia: Part II

   i suppose i shouldn't be reading it, but i am. i borrowed Chicken Soup for the Teenage Soul from Liz. it's the one i gave her this year, for her 13th birthday. a year and 3 months is far too much, i just have to read it now, i can't wait. besides, Liz and i have read every book together, it isn't fair that we leave this out.
   Liz connected with most of it, she says. she isn't sure if i will. i'm pretty sure i won't as well but then i find this:

Saturday, 17 December 2011

#epic: IV

   today is s'posed to be all about physics and nothing else. sadly, i found the following pictures and i ended up spending all morning drooling over two of the hottest blue eyed men to have ever existed:
Jared Leto
 doesn't he just make you wanna melllttttttt?

Bradley Cooper
i simply can't get enough of him.

so much for keeping my nose to the grindstone.

Hunter and Tori: Part II

   just so you know, you're running out of chances.
~ Tori
   don't ever blame me for not trying.
it's harder than you imagine, but i gave it a shot anyway. it's a pity you didn't acknowledge it. it can't be a one-sided attempt, you know. you need to put in your best as well.
   i hope you realize that before time runs out.

Friday, 16 December 2011

Amélie (:

   today is the last day i get to spend doing whatever the hell i feel like, from tomorrow it's back to keeping my nose to the grindstone again. (yes, even though my exams just ended a fortnight ago) i spent my day in school lounging in the sandpit, in the winter sun, with a couple of friends. we contemplated jumping over the wall into the neighbouring school but our senses got the better of us. once back home, i slept for an hour and then decided to watch, once again, one of my all-time favourites: Le Fabuleux Destin d'Amélie Poulain.
   meet Amélie:
   she reminds me of myself, it's weird.

Monday, 12 December 2011

Hunter and Tori: Part I

Dear Hunter,
   i wonder why you said all the things you did. to make me feel better? or was it you just fooling around? you knew my weakness, you used it to your advantage. you knew exactly what i needed, you knew how to say it. you pretended, swearing it was anything but pretence. every time you said you weren't lying when you told me you cared, you lied.
   it's true, i do love you. i'll admit, i want you. but i don't need your lies to make the sun shine brighter. i don't need your pretence to get me through a bad day.
   i don't need you.
~ Tori
Dear Tori,
   i dreamt about you again.
i've given up on trying to get you out of my head. every attempt is absolutely futile. besides, i don't want to. not anymore. i actually believe that we do have a chance, that things can work out if we try. i've started to believe that there is something between us. something i can't name, but something special. something that fills me with inexplicably beautiful feelings, something which keeps me going when all hope is gone.
   i need you, Tori. i've always needed the light you fill my life with. and after all these years of waiting, i think you've finally started feeling the same way too.

Sunday, 11 December 2011

i'm one happy little muffin

   Fifteen reasons why Friday, Saturday and Sunday were the best days ever.

Friday, 9 December 2011

#epic: III

   "Only once in your life, I truly believe, you find someone who can completely turn your world around. You tell them things that you’ve never shared with another soul and they absorb everything you say and actually want to hear more. You share hopes for the future, dreams that will never come true, goals that were never achieved and the many disappointments life has thrown at you. When something wonderful happens, you can’t wait to tell them about it, knowing they will share in your excitement. They are not embarrassed to cry with you when you are hurting or laugh with you when you make a fool of yourself. Never do they hurt your feelings or make you feel like you are not good enough, but rather they build you up and show you the things about yourself that make you special and even beautiful. There is never any pressure, jealousy or competition but only a quiet calmness when they are around. You can be yourself and not worry about what they will think of you because they love you for who you are. The things that seem insignificant to most people such as a note, song or walk become invaluable treasures kept safe in your heart to cherish forever. Memories of your childhood come back and are so clear and vivid it’s like being young again. Colours seem brighter and more brilliant. Laughter seems part of daily life where before it was infrequent or didn’t exist at all. A phone call or two during the day helps to get you through a long day’s work and always brings a smile to your face. In their presence, there’s no need for continuous conversation, but you find you’re quite content in just having them nearby. Things that never interested you before become fascinating because you know they are important to this person who is so special to you. You think of this person on every occasion and in everything you do. Simple things bring them to mind like a pale blue sky, gentle wind or even a storm cloud on the horizon. You open your heart knowing that there’s a chance it may be broken one day and in opening your heart, you experience a love and joy that you never dreamed possible. You find that being vulnerable is the only way to allow your heart to feel true pleasure that’s so real it scares you. You find strength in knowing you have a true friend and possibly a soul mate who will remain loyal to the end. Life seems completely different, exciting and worthwhile. Your only hope and security is in knowing that they are a part of your life."
~ Bob Marley

Saturday, 3 December 2011


   she couldn't believe how awkward things had become between them.
here was someone she'd known since forever, someone she'd been confiding in since forever, someone who'd been her best friend since forever. and yet, confessing that one little thing had changed it all.

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